love vs. like.

alright. im upset. as u can tell by the ugly color im writing in. and glad i can rant on here to the maybe 1 or 2 people that read this. lol. math. algebra. whatever u wanna call it. it sucks bigtime. its unfair. and just so not right in many many ways. my teacher, whom might i mention BARELY speaks english, teaches from a different perspective than any other math teacher ive ever had. to be able to give some students points, and others not, not cool. and then, i did a problem right, got the right answer, even showed extra steps. but i didn't do it the way she LIKES it. so what do you know, i lose all the points. and it really says something about your teaching when u have a student ("me") who got high A's ALL THE WAY THROUGH HIGH SCHOOL in EVERY math class, then comes and gets a flat out D in her class, and over half the class is retaking it because they failed MULTIPLE times with her as the teacher. is this right? y me? GOD, WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO TEACH ME?!?!?!?! to love those i dislike? to not always get good grades and succeed? i worked hard all through high school to get into Madison. i screwed that up and am getting my second chance, and now i'm literally getting cheated out of a good GPA. agh, how do i learn something out of this? how do i ACCEPT this. i can't switch classes, nothing else is offered. i can't drop, i'll be off insurance for not being a fulltime student. i obviously can't lay down in the university hallway and throw a fit. instead...i guess i can just at least TRY to rely on God, TRY to accept that He'll work it out. maybe He's just trying to pull me into Him closer. praaaaayyyying......